When you live your life, continually disappointed, it’s difficult to see the sunshine.
As though there is always an overcast hanging above your every day.
Ok is great, until it’s not.
I don’t do well with okay or happy or good things.
It makes me uncomfortable.
Gives me a sense of anxiety and unease.
Life hasn’t always been kind.
A fair share of trials and tribulations have come my way.
And what I’ve learned, never expect.
Because expectations begets disappointment and heartbreak.
I was foolish, to think that I would get my happy ending to my story.
That this was it, I finally get the happiness I dreamed off.
I was foolish.
I should’ve known better.